so let me update u all in my shitty excistance, bad relationships, no home, no job, no family, bashed up, theres no point, friends are fake and im basicly hatin wakin up considering something bad happens EVERY FUCKIN DAY. so im not a happy camper. Is there any point to excisting?

HIM LYRICS

"Wings Of A Butterfly"

Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul

WSell ym love life is certintly not holding all the promise that i thought it would... lifes a bitch! I got my eyebrow pirced! agh! Didnt even hurt tho! I still look proper according to my m8! lol, i cant win! Yea, a special hello to Sasha and Allen! Your both the reasons i came onto this website... and ya both rock! hehe, l8a babes! xox

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

----wow, my mood has changed my fellow peeps!----
---------hmm.....i wonder why??????-------------
Its what i wish for,and prehaps if im very good, ill be lucky! lol
I wish i didnt say what im always feeling....i feel stupid....but then that certin person (do u noe that im talking 2 u?) makes me feel better by always acting like what i say is normal....im way to deep....but thats how i get with that person...i dont have control of what i saw or do....i just, am.

I havnt written here in a VERY long time....well...ive been independant all this year (no parentals)...im nearly finished yr 11! AGH! Thank ta lord! Ive also relised that i will never fimd that "special someone" that wants me, cus what i want i cannot have in the way i want it...if that makes sense. Why is it that we fall for the person that we cannot live without, but they dont want us? Is it some kind of sick twisted game that is played in life? Are we ment to spend our lives wondering what on earth we did wrong, in order to have recieved such a messed up life? I dont know about anyone else, but my lives been one big screw up after another (not at my fault) and I go and totally fall for someone, who has sum1 else...what am i ment to do??? Is it that the male population wants me to feel completey retarded???? PWB PEOPLES!!! I NEED UR HELP!!!